hottest topic now.. is my brian. hehe.
actually y i like him so much ah? seriously i dunno. is it cuz of his backgrnd? or its juz the chemistry? fate? looks? cant be leh. haha. well.. he's clean looking la.. spiky hair.. my fav. hehe. but he's short.. chubby.. but quite cute. his smile is also not my type leh. so.. y m i so interested in him? issit cuz there's no one else? he's the biggest catch? not sure... how can i be sure? it takes 2 hands to clap.. i believe its the reflective actions that make me like him more.. or rather the actions/words that made me assume we might have a chance to get together.

would i prefer him to b cold towards me if he has the least interest in me? den i'll b sad. but if he treats me normal.. but he has no interests in me.. that wld lead me on. i believe its very clear now that i like him.. altho i nv tell him directly.. the things i do.. is so damn bloody obvious. now i guess its time for me to pull back and see if he actions. if he doesnt even bother contacting me.. i think he realli juz treat me like a sis.

so for now i wuld try not to contact him 1st. see if he will contact me. today.. while waiting at the clinic.. i thot i was dreaming when i saw his sms. lol. cuz i was feeling dizzy n real sick.. it was juz a normal sms complaining abt work. no Hi no Sis no Morning. it started with Damn. haha. i guess its also the kind of sms i wld send him so as not to show that im smsing him on purpose. hmm.. get wad i mean? anywayz.. he was complaining that he have to set test paper for the candidates that he short listed.. HR says cant use the old set of test papers. haha. he's really a very interesting guy. his job.. his family.. him.

this is the 1st time im so interested in a chinese guy. well.. apparently i dun think he is THAT chinese inside.. hence y i like him. hehe. actualli my next target is to bring him go take neoprint wif me.. haha. realli hoping he will ask me out for dinner one of these days.. else i dunno when i will get to see him agn. actually he was busy ytd one.. but he took some time out from his dad to come meet me for a drink. we only sat there for like 1hr? hehe. we convoyed there together frm my house. hehe. realli cool. imagine if i was someone on the rd n sees the convoys.. i feel so jealous.. n wish im one of them. man.. i think im thinking too much. haha. tho only 1hr.. it seemed pretty long.. wif him by my side.. i got to know more of his personal things.. he also will ask abt me.. sumtimes he dun ask i also will fill him in abt me.. wahahaha. i guess we've got alot in common. the only diff might be he drinks.. n his pr skills damn gd kind. i realli hope he's not practicing his pr skills on me. lol. but after so long.. i still dun dare to ask if he is attached. quite obvious that he is not.. but whu noes.. mayb his gf is overseas.. hmm gf? or mayb even wifey. haiz. not sure leh. he nv talks abt his r/s one. i think i realli only can depend on time now. time will tell wads going on. y cant ppl juz b frank wif each other!??!!? wads wif all the uncertainties??? haiz.


anyway.. i walked all the way to fullerton today to get the tix for the fireworks river cruise even tho im unwell. cuz i realli scared no more tix. *prayz hard that he will not b gg to sepang that weekend* i told him i will b waiting for his gd news liao. i even told him nex time den go sepang.. lol. y must it all fall on the same day!!!!