boring weekend juz ended.. sad..

pic from fri lunch.. the rice shape same as the fish.. haha.. jap curry rice..



fri nite.. i brought my parent to keppel bay.. they also like that place alot. who doesnt? haha.. its realli nice.. altho i haf to drive.. i still had a glass of mojito. hehe. imagine how bored i was that i will bring my parents there. haha. its like i even came hm for dinner 1st. -_-


saturday.. with my parents.. went to pray my ah gong.. den went for dim sum at peach garden.. introed by brian.. not bad leh.. n its soooo cheap! haha. n juz nice the dim sum all in 3 pieces. lol. after that we went taka.. actually mum was contemplating whether to go for the timberland sale at expo.. but my dad was thinking of gg hm to change fish tank water.. n me.. juz super bored. yea.. so we went taka.. thinking that cuz my mum wanna go shopping.. den when gg up the escalator.. she say lets go montblanc.. wow! haha.. brian's fave! *eh hem* den she say she haven get bday gift for me.. haha. we walked in.. i was like wearing berms.. slippers as usual. haha. looked arnd.. she wanted to get this necklace for me.. she did her research online.. i didnt realli see anything fancy. except one.. its actually a ring.. but onli have white gold.. no silver.. so its like the price of a gucci bag. haha. 1.5k! not worth it.. den i saw some of the bracelets etc.. n one of them looks familiar.. haha. i think brian's bangle on his wrist is also a freakin montblanc!! omg!!! haha. anywayz.. we went to see tiffany.. i didnt realli know wad i want.. cuz i was sorta unprepared.. den my mum say she give me 500bucks.. see wad i wanna get. actualli i was hoping for her to give me cash.. den i can change some car parts.. haha. o'well.. didnt wanna disappoint her.. so continued looking arnd.. den we went aigna.. correct spelling? haha. saw some necklace.. not bad! but i was thinking.. i rather get ring.. haha. so i went back to tiffany.. n yeah! my first tiffany! i tried alot of designs.. but this chosen by my mum.. n i like it too. i think it suits me alot. hehe. *dun b jealous* wahahah.. juz kidding. it cost 435bucks..





tsk tsk.. i know my hand not nice.. wahah.. juz see the ring can liao..


after taka.. accom my dad to send food.. den we went IT fair.. he bought a new LCD TV for his shop.. quite a gd deal. den i got some stuffs as well.. 8gb thumbdrive.. ext HDD.. NAV.. n a PSP holder for my car.. the old one spoil liao. hehe.

at nite.. i went to watch death race wif jean n pf.. nice show!!! i like it!! i think the story line.. to the way its filmed.. not bad for this era. hehe. after that i brought them to keppel bay!! so this week i go there 3 times liao. wahaha. mayb they shud give me some incentives or VIP. wahahaha. we stayed till almost 2am.. gd fun. hehe.


n today.. slp till noon.. den bathed genki.. clean the ceiling fans.. laundry.. n wash my fish tank!!! nothing much.. im realli bored!!! actualli i need to study.. hehe.


i miss brian. nv contact him since fri. we're still catching wall.e anywayz. hehe.

my car is soooooooo messy now!!! stupid barry la.. say he no time to stick for me next week.. so haf to stick today.. its like still got more than 1 week to the event!! n he caused us to miss the briefing session. bloody hell.. told him 7pm.. he still say 8pm.. by the time we got there.. Q&A liao.. zzzz...








got afew more not pasted yet.. will paste on the day itself.. else like look so kuku..

realli very sian.. work till 1030pm.. den went keppel bay wif my AFM.. shiok. hehe. this is life man! actualli i wanted to go movida.. but.. didnt manage to leave office earli.. so next time ba. i had to help her wif her checking.. else i think 12mn she also cant go hm.. haha. i realli love that place......

烟火

词：孔胜民 曲：光良

是否还记得 一起看烟火
我在你眼里 看到闪烁
冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去琢摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去琢摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

我的心情今天已换了季 天边出现彩虹
晴朗阳光洒在我的天空 闪烁 喔...
像是笑着告诉我爱到最后是宽容
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念
还有你 陪我走过这一切 记忆中你
那些微笑的脸

what is brian up to? i seriously have no idea too!!! but he wont b mine for sure. as expected.. where got so gd.. can find such a perfect match. bleah! anywayz.. not sure wads the next step also. seems like everything's gonna b back to normal.. but i will bro him as much as possible to make myself draw the line ba. but i still miss him. hee. but barry told me not to fling with him.. cuz my status as well as street impact.. as well as tls perf is at stake! haha. ok.. time to back off.. can i do it? slowly ba.. but recently too many events.. haha.. quite hard. ive been seeing him like almost every other week. n we realli spend quality time together. hahahhaa. fate ah.. y must it turn out to be like this? too drama!!!

truthfully.. yes.. i am sad.
its like as if we broke up.. but we didnt even start. i know we can still b the same as b4.. but.. it pierced..

no matter how siao sa i can be.. this time its kinda diff. fate played tricks on me. i hate it. he lead me on.. should i blame him? the feelings that i couldnt hide.. the guts i didnt haf.. i can only blame myself. one whole bloody month.. ive been so xin ku.. n he didnt haf the slightest idea that i liked him.. nobody's gonna buy that.

looking at his pic.. asking myself. why do i like him? wad do i see in him? seriously.. i dunno. we share alot in common. food.. cars.. yachts.. religion.. family backgrd.. beach.. fireworks.. ice creams.. n not forgetting B-boys & Ballerina!!!

brian brian brian..
actualli.. i realli dunno y m i attracted to him.. his looks.. realli not my type. but its the acceptable kind la.. haha. neat n tidy.

3rd date today.. we went for tepanYucky at cine.. den i bring him go take neoprint. everything went as planned actualli. haha. he said he couldnt concentrate on work the whole day.. thinking wad m i up to.. cuz i kept him in suspense. den he asked his co what is something that u do n cant wear green.. haha. cux the nite b4 i told him try not to wear green or plain shirts.. haha. den he say in the morning he was starring at his wardrobe.. thinking wad to wear.. lol. i guess that did impact him. haha. after that we walked along orchard rd.. up n dwn.. den he say lets go for ice cream at swensens.. hehe. den he said cant share ice cream.. cuz he got sore throat.. lol.

i did the driving today.. we met up at my hse.. cuz his car cant go dwn cine.. so i suggested for him to park at my hse.. den we take my teggy. hehe. it was quite nice.. got silent moments.. he will bring up some topic.. i guess i realli need to learn how to talk more. lol.

he confirmed that he will catch fireworks with me.. hehe. he's supposed to have dinner with his grandma n family.. but i guess he managed to talk things out with his dad.. *seems like his dad is quite strict* hehe.

heres our pic.. i cant stop looking at it!!

when can i stop missing brian????? its realli so xin ku to hold back my feelings.. but i realli hope its for a gd cause.

im bored. n i still miss brian. haha.. wads new?? im counting dwn to next friday.. i realli pray hard that he wont b gg to sepang.. or rather i pray hard that he will go rounding with me.. haha. if i can only choose one.. den i will want him to go see fireworks with me on 23rd!!! countdwn countdwn.. but thats like the end of next week.. sad.. will we meet this week??? but i dun wish to contact him liao.. i realli gotta wait.. now the ball is on his court.. or rather the BALLS.. haha.. i hit so many over.. lol.

lay low.. lay low.. lay low............... let him feel my absence.. thats wad my frens say.. but wad if he dun feel it??? den i also LL.. haiz.. y must things b sooooo difficult..

anywayz.. dun think im moving house liao.. so damn bloody sian of my mum.. this cant that no gd.. she want gd den ask her to pay la. see those ad.. ask me to call n ask.. see already also know that it will surely b more than 5k.. she dunno how to call n ask one.. argh!!!!!!! now we'll have to pay 1.6k more.. i can get another car liao loh!!!!

i miss brian!!!!!!

hottest topic now.. is my brian. hehe.
actually y i like him so much ah? seriously i dunno. is it cuz of his backgrnd? or its juz the chemistry? fate? looks? cant be leh. haha. well.. he's clean looking la.. spiky hair.. my fav. hehe. but he's short.. chubby.. but quite cute. his smile is also not my type leh. so.. y m i so interested in him? issit cuz there's no one else? he's the biggest catch? not sure... how can i be sure? it takes 2 hands to clap.. i believe its the reflective actions that make me like him more.. or rather the actions/words that made me assume we might have a chance to get together.

would i prefer him to b cold towards me if he has the least interest in me? den i'll b sad. but if he treats me normal.. but he has no interests in me.. that wld lead me on. i believe its very clear now that i like him.. altho i nv tell him directly.. the things i do.. is so damn bloody obvious. now i guess its time for me to pull back and see if he actions. if he doesnt even bother contacting me.. i think he realli juz treat me like a sis.

so for now i wuld try not to contact him 1st. see if he will contact me. today.. while waiting at the clinic.. i thot i was dreaming when i saw his sms. lol. cuz i was feeling dizzy n real sick.. it was juz a normal sms complaining abt work. no Hi no Sis no Morning. it started with Damn. haha. i guess its also the kind of sms i wld send him so as not to show that im smsing him on purpose. hmm.. get wad i mean? anywayz.. he was complaining that he have to set test paper for the candidates that he short listed.. HR says cant use the old set of test papers. haha. he's really a very interesting guy. his job.. his family.. him.

this is the 1st time im so interested in a chinese guy. well.. apparently i dun think he is THAT chinese inside.. hence y i like him. hehe. actualli my next target is to bring him go take neoprint wif me.. haha. realli hoping he will ask me out for dinner one of these days.. else i dunno when i will get to see him agn. actually he was busy ytd one.. but he took some time out from his dad to come meet me for a drink. we only sat there for like 1hr? hehe. we convoyed there together frm my house. hehe. realli cool. imagine if i was someone on the rd n sees the convoys.. i feel so jealous.. n wish im one of them. man.. i think im thinking too much. haha. tho only 1hr.. it seemed pretty long.. wif him by my side.. i got to know more of his personal things.. he also will ask abt me.. sumtimes he dun ask i also will fill him in abt me.. wahahaha. i guess we've got alot in common. the only diff might be he drinks.. n his pr skills damn gd kind. i realli hope he's not practicing his pr skills on me. lol. but after so long.. i still dun dare to ask if he is attached. quite obvious that he is not.. but whu noes.. mayb his gf is overseas.. hmm gf? or mayb even wifey. haiz. not sure leh. he nv talks abt his r/s one. i think i realli only can depend on time now. time will tell wads going on. y cant ppl juz b frank wif each other!??!!? wads wif all the uncertainties??? haiz.


anyway.. i walked all the way to fullerton today to get the tix for the fireworks river cruise even tho im unwell. cuz i realli scared no more tix. *prayz hard that he will not b gg to sepang that weekend* i told him i will b waiting for his gd news liao. i even told him nex time den go sepang.. lol. y must it all fall on the same day!!!!