actualli i can imagine pinky's expression when she comes in to my blog n she dun see any new post. hehe.


today supposed to go cookie museum with my family.. but my mum say they have to go dwn to the shop today.. so cant go wif me. the girl frm cookie museum called me the other day to tell me that they have new flavours for xmas n cny.. so got cookie tasting session.. so since my parents cant go.. so i got ss to go wif me lo. hehe. no photography in that place.. so no pics frm there. hehe. ss juz had his hair cut.. looks cute.. hehe. can say he's the cutest bf i had ba. haha. the darkest one too. lol. anyway i placed order for 3 tins of cookies to be collected b4 xmas. hehe. 1 tin is 35bucks lo. -_-


after cookie museum we went waraku for dinner. i had cravings. hehe. after that i fetch him back to silent to take his car.. n the manager talked to me.. say she cant recognise me.. i went there once b4.. but that time i was wearing glasses ba. haha. den she say i changed alot.. prevly i nv realli dress up.. lol. that time go meet eric.. dress up for wad sia.. haha.


anyway heres some pics we took.. i told him the other day that we have to take pic everytime we meet.. even if we quarrel.. we still have to take a pic. not sure y i said that also.. mayb cuz i realli think i will take him for granted lo. many times i realli feel like telling him lets juz b frens. i feel kinda scared actualli when he is soooo henpecked.. its like will make me wonder if he is cheating outside. lol. yea i think too much. exams coming up next week. sian.......


i look damn pale in the pics man.. im sick.. dunno if will mc tmr not.. mayb halfday? sian.. my nose is running marathon...

my new fav... hehe

说好的幸福呢
填词 : 方文山　
作曲 : 周杰伦　监制 : 周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着　在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽　甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯　我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌　假装没事了
时间过了　走了　爱情面临选择
你冷了　倦了　我哭了
一开始的不快乐　你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
怎么了　你累了　说好的　幸福呢
我懂得　不说了　爱淡了　梦远了
开心与不开心　一一细数着　你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻　我都还记得
你不等了　说好的　幸福呢
我错了　泪干了　放手了　后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着　要怎么停呢

my baby has got a new look!

not my personal favourite though.. could have been better i guess.














but it seems like the guys liked it. hmm.. but why wld guys like such designs? weird. anyway.. tmr need to roll in liao. damn fast..

i cant believe wad my mum said.. cuz i said i nv call my granny this weekend.. guess wad she said? "its ok la. dun need to always call her out every weekend.. else the others will rely on us to bring her out." OMG!!!!! WTF is in her head?? geez. another pt on y i shud hate my mum. -_-


ive been tossing in bed for 2hrs.. cant slp.. die.. monday again.. im gonna b sooooo dead!

i miss brian........................... how how how..
when can i get over him...............

i am bored... super damn bored.. even tho i played 2 full hrs of tennis.. watched tv.. now.. damn bored.. yes.. i need a bf.. wahahahha

hmm.. when was my last update? woo.. i haven update on wall e!!!! hehe.
we watched on thurs.. so apparently.. wed he sms me.. ask me if i wanna go downtown east to watch.. wtf? such an ulu place.. mayb he wanna check out that new place.. or mayb he wanna avoid his gf who is still in town. hehe. well.. he'll still b mine on that day.. so whu cares? haha. so obviously he wont be picking me up since thats like so bloody near his office. i reached there abt 7pm.. settled for dinner.. n we were late for the movie. luckily there was a short anime at the beginning.. sad that i missed it.. cuz i think its quite funny. anyway.. watching movie was kinda a diff experience.. cuz we were sitting so close.. n whispering into each other's ear.. haha. i love his scent.. wahaha.. after movie.. we went to walk arnd.. he nv mentioned abt his gal.. neither did i ask. haiz.

wooo hooo!! i drove a type R!! haha..


juz now met YL for dinner.. its been a super looooong time since we sat dwn n haf a gd chat.. it was really nice. updates.. n things gg on wif life.. etc.. realli hope to catch up wif her agn soon.


after dinner i went to kallang to pass shawn his visors. its been with me for like more than 1 month.. n he even transfered the money to me long time ago. 1st time seeing him.. we spent some time talking.. n he ask me to try his car.. i didnt want.. i ask him to bring me one round gd enuf. after that he kept asking me to drive his car.. okay.. so i did.. it was shiok!!! now i know why typeR's FC is so much better. cuz u dun have to rev much to get the power. oh man...this is so poisonous!


haiz.. brian said 'my dear girl' again.. why he have to do that leh... he should know that will trigger my feelings agn.. anyway we r meeting on thurs for wall e. somehow.. i got a feeling it will b called off. or rather.. somehow we wont be watching it. haiz.. actually abit dun feel like meeting him also.. how sia..

boring weekend juz ended.. sad..

pic from fri lunch.. the rice shape same as the fish.. haha.. jap curry rice..



fri nite.. i brought my parent to keppel bay.. they also like that place alot. who doesnt? haha.. its realli nice.. altho i haf to drive.. i still had a glass of mojito. hehe. imagine how bored i was that i will bring my parents there. haha. its like i even came hm for dinner 1st. -_-


saturday.. with my parents.. went to pray my ah gong.. den went for dim sum at peach garden.. introed by brian.. not bad leh.. n its soooo cheap! haha. n juz nice the dim sum all in 3 pieces. lol. after that we went taka.. actually mum was contemplating whether to go for the timberland sale at expo.. but my dad was thinking of gg hm to change fish tank water.. n me.. juz super bored. yea.. so we went taka.. thinking that cuz my mum wanna go shopping.. den when gg up the escalator.. she say lets go montblanc.. wow! haha.. brian's fave! *eh hem* den she say she haven get bday gift for me.. haha. we walked in.. i was like wearing berms.. slippers as usual. haha. looked arnd.. she wanted to get this necklace for me.. she did her research online.. i didnt realli see anything fancy. except one.. its actually a ring.. but onli have white gold.. no silver.. so its like the price of a gucci bag. haha. 1.5k! not worth it.. den i saw some of the bracelets etc.. n one of them looks familiar.. haha. i think brian's bangle on his wrist is also a freakin montblanc!! omg!!! haha. anywayz.. we went to see tiffany.. i didnt realli know wad i want.. cuz i was sorta unprepared.. den my mum say she give me 500bucks.. see wad i wanna get. actualli i was hoping for her to give me cash.. den i can change some car parts.. haha. o'well.. didnt wanna disappoint her.. so continued looking arnd.. den we went aigna.. correct spelling? haha. saw some necklace.. not bad! but i was thinking.. i rather get ring.. haha. so i went back to tiffany.. n yeah! my first tiffany! i tried alot of designs.. but this chosen by my mum.. n i like it too. i think it suits me alot. hehe. *dun b jealous* wahahah.. juz kidding. it cost 435bucks..





tsk tsk.. i know my hand not nice.. wahah.. juz see the ring can liao..


after taka.. accom my dad to send food.. den we went IT fair.. he bought a new LCD TV for his shop.. quite a gd deal. den i got some stuffs as well.. 8gb thumbdrive.. ext HDD.. NAV.. n a PSP holder for my car.. the old one spoil liao. hehe.

at nite.. i went to watch death race wif jean n pf.. nice show!!! i like it!! i think the story line.. to the way its filmed.. not bad for this era. hehe. after that i brought them to keppel bay!! so this week i go there 3 times liao. wahaha. mayb they shud give me some incentives or VIP. wahahaha. we stayed till almost 2am.. gd fun. hehe.


n today.. slp till noon.. den bathed genki.. clean the ceiling fans.. laundry.. n wash my fish tank!!! nothing much.. im realli bored!!! actualli i need to study.. hehe.


i miss brian. nv contact him since fri. we're still catching wall.e anywayz. hehe.

my car is soooooooo messy now!!! stupid barry la.. say he no time to stick for me next week.. so haf to stick today.. its like still got more than 1 week to the event!! n he caused us to miss the briefing session. bloody hell.. told him 7pm.. he still say 8pm.. by the time we got there.. Q&A liao.. zzzz...








got afew more not pasted yet.. will paste on the day itself.. else like look so kuku..

realli very sian.. work till 1030pm.. den went keppel bay wif my AFM.. shiok. hehe. this is life man! actualli i wanted to go movida.. but.. didnt manage to leave office earli.. so next time ba. i had to help her wif her checking.. else i think 12mn she also cant go hm.. haha. i realli love that place......

烟火

词：孔胜民 曲：光良

是否还记得 一起看烟火
我在你眼里 看到闪烁
冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去琢摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

冷冽的寒风 把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中 没想太多
爱情里的心动 常常让我难以去琢摸
付出感情太多 原来多情人总被伤的最重
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念

我的心情今天已换了季 天边出现彩虹
晴朗阳光洒在我的天空 闪烁 喔...
像是笑着告诉我爱到最后是宽容
想起你的拥抱 这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间 有时说变就变
就像烟火 下一秒消失不见
想起你的微笑 这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面 你说过的永远
留在昨天 就当它是 我最美的纪念
还有你 陪我走过这一切 记忆中你
那些微笑的脸

what is brian up to? i seriously have no idea too!!! but he wont b mine for sure. as expected.. where got so gd.. can find such a perfect match. bleah! anywayz.. not sure wads the next step also. seems like everything's gonna b back to normal.. but i will bro him as much as possible to make myself draw the line ba. but i still miss him. hee. but barry told me not to fling with him.. cuz my status as well as street impact.. as well as tls perf is at stake! haha. ok.. time to back off.. can i do it? slowly ba.. but recently too many events.. haha.. quite hard. ive been seeing him like almost every other week. n we realli spend quality time together. hahahhaa. fate ah.. y must it turn out to be like this? too drama!!!

truthfully.. yes.. i am sad.
its like as if we broke up.. but we didnt even start. i know we can still b the same as b4.. but.. it pierced..

no matter how siao sa i can be.. this time its kinda diff. fate played tricks on me. i hate it. he lead me on.. should i blame him? the feelings that i couldnt hide.. the guts i didnt haf.. i can only blame myself. one whole bloody month.. ive been so xin ku.. n he didnt haf the slightest idea that i liked him.. nobody's gonna buy that.

looking at his pic.. asking myself. why do i like him? wad do i see in him? seriously.. i dunno. we share alot in common. food.. cars.. yachts.. religion.. family backgrd.. beach.. fireworks.. ice creams.. n not forgetting B-boys & Ballerina!!!

brian brian brian..
actualli.. i realli dunno y m i attracted to him.. his looks.. realli not my type. but its the acceptable kind la.. haha. neat n tidy.

3rd date today.. we went for tepanYucky at cine.. den i bring him go take neoprint. everything went as planned actualli. haha. he said he couldnt concentrate on work the whole day.. thinking wad m i up to.. cuz i kept him in suspense. den he asked his co what is something that u do n cant wear green.. haha. cux the nite b4 i told him try not to wear green or plain shirts.. haha. den he say in the morning he was starring at his wardrobe.. thinking wad to wear.. lol. i guess that did impact him. haha. after that we walked along orchard rd.. up n dwn.. den he say lets go for ice cream at swensens.. hehe. den he said cant share ice cream.. cuz he got sore throat.. lol.

i did the driving today.. we met up at my hse.. cuz his car cant go dwn cine.. so i suggested for him to park at my hse.. den we take my teggy. hehe. it was quite nice.. got silent moments.. he will bring up some topic.. i guess i realli need to learn how to talk more. lol.

he confirmed that he will catch fireworks with me.. hehe. he's supposed to have dinner with his grandma n family.. but i guess he managed to talk things out with his dad.. *seems like his dad is quite strict* hehe.

heres our pic.. i cant stop looking at it!!

when can i stop missing brian????? its realli so xin ku to hold back my feelings.. but i realli hope its for a gd cause.

im bored. n i still miss brian. haha.. wads new?? im counting dwn to next friday.. i realli pray hard that he wont b gg to sepang.. or rather i pray hard that he will go rounding with me.. haha. if i can only choose one.. den i will want him to go see fireworks with me on 23rd!!! countdwn countdwn.. but thats like the end of next week.. sad.. will we meet this week??? but i dun wish to contact him liao.. i realli gotta wait.. now the ball is on his court.. or rather the BALLS.. haha.. i hit so many over.. lol.

lay low.. lay low.. lay low............... let him feel my absence.. thats wad my frens say.. but wad if he dun feel it??? den i also LL.. haiz.. y must things b sooooo difficult..

anywayz.. dun think im moving house liao.. so damn bloody sian of my mum.. this cant that no gd.. she want gd den ask her to pay la. see those ad.. ask me to call n ask.. see already also know that it will surely b more than 5k.. she dunno how to call n ask one.. argh!!!!!!! now we'll have to pay 1.6k more.. i can get another car liao loh!!!!

i miss brian!!!!!!

hottest topic now.. is my brian. hehe.
actually y i like him so much ah? seriously i dunno. is it cuz of his backgrnd? or its juz the chemistry? fate? looks? cant be leh. haha. well.. he's clean looking la.. spiky hair.. my fav. hehe. but he's short.. chubby.. but quite cute. his smile is also not my type leh. so.. y m i so interested in him? issit cuz there's no one else? he's the biggest catch? not sure... how can i be sure? it takes 2 hands to clap.. i believe its the reflective actions that make me like him more.. or rather the actions/words that made me assume we might have a chance to get together.

would i prefer him to b cold towards me if he has the least interest in me? den i'll b sad. but if he treats me normal.. but he has no interests in me.. that wld lead me on. i believe its very clear now that i like him.. altho i nv tell him directly.. the things i do.. is so damn bloody obvious. now i guess its time for me to pull back and see if he actions. if he doesnt even bother contacting me.. i think he realli juz treat me like a sis.

so for now i wuld try not to contact him 1st. see if he will contact me. today.. while waiting at the clinic.. i thot i was dreaming when i saw his sms. lol. cuz i was feeling dizzy n real sick.. it was juz a normal sms complaining abt work. no Hi no Sis no Morning. it started with Damn. haha. i guess its also the kind of sms i wld send him so as not to show that im smsing him on purpose. hmm.. get wad i mean? anywayz.. he was complaining that he have to set test paper for the candidates that he short listed.. HR says cant use the old set of test papers. haha. he's really a very interesting guy. his job.. his family.. him.

this is the 1st time im so interested in a chinese guy. well.. apparently i dun think he is THAT chinese inside.. hence y i like him. hehe. actualli my next target is to bring him go take neoprint wif me.. haha. realli hoping he will ask me out for dinner one of these days.. else i dunno when i will get to see him agn. actually he was busy ytd one.. but he took some time out from his dad to come meet me for a drink. we only sat there for like 1hr? hehe. we convoyed there together frm my house. hehe. realli cool. imagine if i was someone on the rd n sees the convoys.. i feel so jealous.. n wish im one of them. man.. i think im thinking too much. haha. tho only 1hr.. it seemed pretty long.. wif him by my side.. i got to know more of his personal things.. he also will ask abt me.. sumtimes he dun ask i also will fill him in abt me.. wahahaha. i guess we've got alot in common. the only diff might be he drinks.. n his pr skills damn gd kind. i realli hope he's not practicing his pr skills on me. lol. but after so long.. i still dun dare to ask if he is attached. quite obvious that he is not.. but whu noes.. mayb his gf is overseas.. hmm gf? or mayb even wifey. haiz. not sure leh. he nv talks abt his r/s one. i think i realli only can depend on time now. time will tell wads going on. y cant ppl juz b frank wif each other!??!!? wads wif all the uncertainties??? haiz.


anyway.. i walked all the way to fullerton today to get the tix for the fireworks river cruise even tho im unwell. cuz i realli scared no more tix. *prayz hard that he will not b gg to sepang that weekend* i told him i will b waiting for his gd news liao. i even told him nex time den go sepang.. lol. y must it all fall on the same day!!!!

i know pinky is soooo gonna scream at me if i nv blog. haha. am i suppose to blog abt my aussie trip? lol. its like so long liao.. n so many other things happened. most imptly.. im into a guy now.. haha. dunno y.. but got feel for him.. his pic on my facebook profile. and im 24!!!!! oh man..

okok.. i might be a lil bad in my last post.. haha. OK. VERY BAD. wahaha! but its true leh. keke. anywayz im in aust rite now.. 3rd day already.. time flies yea? hehe. haven met up wif my frens yet. next week will be rather packed up. im gonne meet tofu on tues!! cant wait to see his teg. maybe ask him to bring me one round.. he said his is a 6sp type s wor..


anywayz.. i've been very thick skinned. haha.. i ask my bros n sis here to treat me. wahaha. long time nv see them le.. i realli like my life in aust.. its like time turned back to 2 yrs ago.. my things here nv changed. the weather is sooooo shiok! hehe.


i went to pick strawberries today!!!! damn big n alot.. will update on facebook the next few days.. hehe.


anyway.. some updates..
jan (my new colleague.. used to fly SQ).. she went to meet her god bro n his frens on fri nite.. that grp of frens.. their car also got stickers one.. so she juz say that she got a colleague whu also does up her car. den they started asking more.. they say.. issit a white integra.. jan was shocked.. cant believe the world so small.. so she say got butterfly one.. n one of them say.. small size.. sometimes wear specs.. n the other one said out my name!!! wtf!!! i dunno them for sure! lol. den they say one of their fren is wooing me. hmm.. the 1st person that came up to my mind.. ERIC!!! blardy hell.. he still say he nv tell his frens.. den how they know sia! wah lau.. i feel like the car world is not that big either. seems like my profile is no longer that low. wahaha.. time to tame dwn a lil. keke

finally.. the day has come.. 5th july..
dinner at equinox.. fireworks.. everything was great.. but wif the wrong companion leh.. cmi laaaaaaaaa.. hahhaha.. thinking abt it disgust me.. lol. but i survived thru it. haha.

i miss marshalllllllllllllllll....
his bday is coming.. exactly one week b4 mine... we were suppose to celebrate together.. brother!!!!!! sob sob.. i really miss u alot... rem the times u bring me out.. the times when u were there for me when im sad.. the fone convos that we had.. the times when we gang up to make fun of barry.. the times when we drove side by side.. the times when we 2 convoy.. the times when we show off our cars together.. the times when he cleaned my ride n didnt want me to know.. the times when he treated me like a lil'sis.. the times when we were there for each other.. the times when he wear nice nice to meet me.. but i juz wear shorts n slippers.. hehe. bro.. its been a few months.. but i guess.. the memories of u of ur last day still remains deep in my heart.. i miss u badly.


haiz. y the sudden emo.. was juz recalling my last ktv session.. when we were juz at some ulu club.. marshall came all the way dwn juz to accompany me.. barry was juz bz singing. i still rem wad he said to the other frens 'i come here cuz of her ok'.. so touched. hee. bro.. u're still the best bro i ever had. ^^

oh man.. another weekend gone.. time flies.. my life still as happening as ever. haha.
went for meetup on fri.. so qiao.. pinky is there to watch movie wif her senior.. so i showed her whu r my bros. lol. n also so qiao saw ggmm there. like wtf is she doing at kallang?! lol. she's there for ktv wif her colleagues. i bet she's just there for the free dinner. haha.


cat's bf.. merv came for the meetup.. his 1st time.. lol. quite a fun guy.. he drives type r. we chit chat till about 1130.. den we sua tiu to kallang mac. eric & fren, andrew, me. cuz we didnt have dinner yet. stayed arnd till abt 1am.. lol.


ytd.. went for hightea at royal scotts.. pf's bday.. her treat.. so nice of her. cuz we r like not very close leh. haha. after high tea i went over to barry's.. wanted him to do my tinting.. so i helped him out abit with that indian guy's car.. hung arnd.. played wif his kittens.. when done.. i went dwn to super modern to replace my pink neon.. andrew waited 1hr for me.. haa.. so paisei. he accompany me.. after my lights done.. we went for dinner.. he asked me to call eric along.. we waited 30mins for him.. *sweat* by the time.. it was 11pm.. he brought us to katong for chicken rice.. his treat. hehe. after that we went to c.nai hong kong cafe for a drink.. eric's treat. lol. i realli love the feeling of convoy. hehe. after HK cafe.. andrew ask me if i still wanna hang out.. cuz he say dun wanna go hm so earli. but dun ask eric.. wahaha. so we went to our cars.. communicate using hp.. we stopped over at esso.. cuz i needed to pee. lol. n he pump petrol.. n we realli cant decide where to go.. cuz its like 1am+ already.. n he blurted out 'go his house'.. cuz very nearby.. haha. wtf la! i say go there do wad sia.. den he laugh. lol. den he say go east coast mac.. if got place to park we will hang out there.. if not den we'll go hm.. we went around 3 times at the cp.. no lots.. so in the end.. headed home. haha. siao rite. lol.


anyway.. i think my mileage improved alot this tank. haha. at least now half tank can smell 200km. lol. im controlling not to rev too much. n it realli works. not sure if it is realli due to my driving habits.. tts y low mileage..

finally... me on mc today...
heheheheh! thats wad ive been longing for. its so gd to have an off day on a weekday. makes doing things much easier.


i woke up in the morning as usual.. planned to take bus.. but was thinking agn.. if i dun take mc today.. den hard to take liao.. cuz gonna do closing soon. so i took awhile to decide.. haha. n sent the sms. lol.


i realli enjoyed my day. hehe. hoped it was longer. i miss the days when i was working night shift..


my life has been rather happening lately.. been having late nites out.. gg for company events.. making new frens.. n having someone to confess his feelings.. oh man.. do i feel tired? yes i do. but at least it balances up my work life.


these wad i did today
1. see dentist
2. see doc
3. went hdb to buy coupons
4. went to my dad's shop n meet shury for lunch
5. received call frm shell saying i got shortlisted for the F1 tix.. need to send documents.. so i went hm to get n email them. but in the end nv get chosen. blardy hell.
6. tabao lunch for akiri.. accom him at his shop awhile
7. went tradehub to redo my windscreen tint.. now its back to 30%..
8. went taka to polish my car
9. met my parents to eat dinner at swensens. had our ice cream on the house cuz they missed our order. zzz.
10. back home.. did face mask.. heheheh


wow.. thats alot easier than composing it. lol. tmr sure have to OT.. n fri going for meetup!! hehe. so fast 1 mth liao.. in 2 weeks i will b in aust!!! i realli cant wait to be back! hehe.

haiz..
realli wonder wad happened last nite..
thinking back.. it felt like a dream.. or rather a nitemare..
y wld we ever do that?

oh my.. wad did i do..
it was gd experience tho.. heh! the feeling is quite diff.. abit weird.. wonder wad will happen next! lol.

finally.. i met jonathan today. haha. the guy that say he dun wanna race cuz he wanna save fuel. WTF!! he damn disgusting la.. so fat.. n he still P plate. WTH. haha. even my y.sis is not under probation liao. cmi cmi cmi.

im am soooo sooooooo shooooooo gonna die. prolly in the hands of lta.. or in my own hands.... fuck it.. but i like it. see my tint.. 1st nite driving it.. i realli had probs.. cant see well on dim roads.. oh man. cant speed. if u see one of my prev posts.. u can compare the diff. heh.




anywayz.. brought genki for a swim today.. she's improving. hehe.





oh man.. genki-san lost to a jackass!! lol.



tired out..



short clip here.. supposed to be longer. but my sis called n the video got cutoff. zzz.

guess wad?


i opened my letter box today.. got 2 letters for me. posb & citibank.. posb is cuz i opened a msa account.. *trying to save up.. hur hur* the citibank one.. its a Guess watch voucher worth $100.. cuz i signed up for Citibank online. wtf???

yay!! i got the formalisation letter today.. and i am senior finance executive~~ wef 1st may!!!! lol. means i get the full increased pay this month!!! lol. its 26% increase!! not sure if thats the standard.. but i thot kiam kana wont give so much.. lol. so i didnt expect. hehe. so now i'll b getting 2.9k!! wow! haha. i thot max 2.7k i will b happy liao. now i can go find for my season parking.. lol. when i saw the letter.. i was thinking how to allocate the money liao.. wahaha. i wasnt even listening to my director talking.. hahaha. n ah.. so many ppl asking for treat.. pls lo.. not like i ask them to treat me when they got more pay. lol. im gonna treat my car!!! lol.

oh man.. so many things happened!!! yea.. i realli njoy life after exams.. haha.


been lucky lately too.. i won a free sony vaio.. frm m1's tell n win contest. at that time.. i juz sign up to refer ram.. cuz will get some vouchers.. but didnt know abt this laptop thingy. dat day received letter from m1.. i was realli surprised.. 1stly cuz m1 is not under my name.. den quite weird to see m1 envelope wif my name on it.. i teared open to see the letter.. i was like.. 'what?!?! kidding me or wad??' haha. i still thot tat most it wld b some mp3 or wad.. didnt expect to get a laptop for free.. man.. thats worth 1.7k!!!





i was thinking to sell it at 1.5k.. den i can use the money to do my car.. but ytd my dad n sis talked to me abt it.. since my sis needed to get a new lappy for uni.. might as well gif her.. den he will gimme cash.. so i said.. 'den u pay for my air tic to aust lo.. den i can take SQ' haha.. yea. den my dad say 'ok lo.. like that onli ah..' den i told him.. 'plus full tinting of my car..$188' wahahha! he say.. '188 only ah.. so cheap? ok.. u go do lo..' lol!!! cool man. how ah.. shud i do? hehehe. *tempted* else i will do other mods also..


dad n sis went to collect the laptop today.. its white~ nice



talking abt mods.. ive started to mod my car.. lol. i changed my intake.. and i installed front strut.. these 2 cost me 390 liao.. luckily i have my bros.. lol. free labour! haha. last week.. i went for facial.. harvey say v bored.. wanna help me fix my intake.. but he nv mod dc5 b4.. i also abit kiah kiah.. lol. so he came to pick me after facial.. we went for dinner (his treat.. he nv fails to treat me.. lol)den i went to meet the guy to buy his strut.. den we started fixing the intake.. it was abt 1030pm liao.. changing halfway.. realised the wire not long enuf.. so drove to mustafa.. but they dun sell loose wires.. den he bought speakers wires instead! lol. (known to b of higher quality) haha. after fixing.. at was abt 1am liao!!! i juz stand there help him hold torch light.. n he was sweating like an open tap. haha. i ask him.. 'ur sweat drip into my engine bay will spoil not' wahaha. den we went for test drive.. actualli.. dun feel much difference.. its supposed to b louder.. lol. he ask me to change to stainless steel air filter.. but need to sell off my hurricane one 1st.. (the free one i got from winning at super import night)


pic of my dc5 n his fd2r..



on sat.. i had to clear my boot.. cuz my stock intake is still there.. wif all my other barangs.. i had to find a way to keep those things.. cuz i nv tell my dad abt it. hehe. not even my sis!!! lol. i put into black bag n stuff in my store room! haha. in the noon.. i went to settle my stuffs.. went bank.. went to buy my parking coupon.. went to check my IU.. went to barry's to fix my strut!! hehe. heres the pic of my strut n my intake..


my current filthy engine bay. lol.



last last weekend.. went to geylang serai.. got k1 event.. barry n i went for go kart ride.. i was wearing skirt la!! cuz tt day v hot.. n whu knows.. lol. my 1st time go karting.. realli fun! i didnt dare to go fast cuz i can practically feel the wind frm beneath.. if u know wad i mean. hahaha. but it was cooool!! hehe.. ppl there were v helpful.. cuz they also scared i zao geng! =P





finally.. another gd news.. but not sure to b happy or not.. lol. i will b getting a promotion.. 1st time in my life! ahaha. i know i always get recognition for my work no matter where.. but somehow i dun seem to stay long. lol. my director called me out for a talk last week.. he ask me hows work n stuff.. n say wanna give me that senior position. wow.. i kinda hoped for it.. but somehow didnt expect.. cuz its realli too soon.. i onli came in in oct.. which means onli 7mths.. n im one level up! lol. m i realli upz for it? im juz glad im gonna haf more wage. how much more.. i still dunno.. that kiam kana! lol. hope at least a 20% la. else how to survive sia! lol.


i told pinky.. dunno y so lucky.. cuz everything happened back to back.. lol. n i told her say scully i langah die on my way back. haha. juz like some ah peks.. strike 4D.. den die of heart attack.. etc. lol!!!


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i 4got to update that i got my v2 intake from this guy working at sincere watches. lol!! means i can get my tag at a discount! lol. he say he can gimme add'l 10% on top of the usual 20%.. hehe. cool eh. n after i got the intake frm him.. i asked him to bring me for a ride in his new evo x! power!!! barry came along wif me.. cuz i dunno how to see the goods condition. lol. so barry got a free ride too! haha. he juz got the car not long ago.. haven even run in.. but he rev it liao.. lol. he say he dun car liao.. how to tahan till 3k.. lol. he super small size la.. i think his waist onli 24?? haha. n he onli abit taller than me.. he looks sooo tiny in the car lo.. haha. his driving also power la! den when he open his boot.. got one baby pram there.. haha. now i know y he have to sell his teg. lol. after he left.. barry n i went for dinner.. den he called me.. he say if he n his frens got meet up n if im interested i can join them.. but he told me tt his grp of frens all uncles la.. 30+ one.. hahahahha.

yay!!! exams over lu!!!!

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Wednesday Apr 16, 2008

No matter what you do, you will attract a lot of attention, so think carefully about your actions. Love is on the rise and you will be tempted to get involved in a partnership that could have many different facets.


uh oh.... this is gonna b bad..


jer came to pick me up ytd.. we went to dou feng.. den aft that he park at my hse n we walk to killiney to eat dinner.. lol. he insisted on coming to pick me.. its so nice.. sitting in someone else's teg!! n im not the driver!! haaha..

marshall marshall marshall......

ur name is appearing everywhere!!!


a movie coming up.. 'forgetting sarah marshall'

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Wednesday Apr 2, 2008

Give more thought to your financial situation. Make creative adjustments that will help you budget efficiently. Now is not the time to pay for others or to support someone else's needs.


haiz.. y do they keep emphasizing... but i realli wanna help his mum..

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Tuesday Apr 1, 2008

Check your bank statement before you spend anything. You'll have to say no to anyone trying to borrow or asking for a handout. Emotional issues will arise with someone with whom you are trying to work.


sooooo true.. im gg broke!

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Sunday Mar 30, 2008

Put in a little work time. Research will pay off in the weeks to come. A trip to visit someone you once knew will be worthwhile. Consider a change in lifestyle, occupation or friendships. An opportunity is present -- take it.


barry n i went to visit marshall.. i miss him alot. met his mum n aunt there. we talked.. n i was holding back my tears. it was really hard. i owe him a ride.. but now.. i gave his family a ride instead.

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Friday Mar 21, 2008

Don't fantasize about the past. If you really thought about it, you'd realize you don't want to go back in time. You have lots to look forward to if you give the people who love you a chance to show you how much.


Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Saturday Mar 22, 2008

Plan your next vacation or take a day trip. You are overdue for a short jaunt that will take your mind off your worries. Whatever you decide, make plans to do something special with someone who means a lot to you.


Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Tuesday Mar 25, 2008

It's time to remember the past in order to move forward with confidence. The experience you have will be worth far more than you realize. You have everything to gain and nothing to lose by securing your position. Take action.



its been 6 days.. facing death is so difficult.. i miss him.. and i know i'll miss him forever. marshall.. my dearest bro. still rem how he calls me darling when i call him my bf.. i'll nv forget how much he's cared for me.. and he has always been there for me.


meeting him n spending time with him on his last day made me feel more depressed. it was thurs.. 20mar08.. the day my family r gg to macau.. i had to clear leave.. so i took leave to send them off.. n also to spend time wif my bros.. cuz i know they're off on thur. i was suppose to go to barry's garage to change my bulbs.. by the time i came hm frm airport to change car.. it was abt 1+ already. i called marshall.. he went to barry's 1st.. to realise he's not there.. so we met str8 at cine for lunch. he said he's sick of eating chinese food everyday.. so we had long john.. we were queuing.. den he ask me go take the sofa seat first.. den he ordered for me.. when he came bk.. all chilli sauce.. den i say 'wah.. how come all chilli.. i go take ketchup' den he str8 away say 'oh u dun take chilli ah..' den he went to take for me str8 away. ^_^ we chatted alot.. enjoyed the food.. den he ask if wanna catch movie. so yea.. i watched his last movie wif him. vantage point. did he haf a vantage point? not sure.. sigh. i can still rem his warmth when our shoulders met in the cinema. we kept looking at each other.. cuz the show was rather boring. like u will -_-". b4 the movie i still accom him play initial D at the arcade.. he said.. 'cant play real one.. so play this lo..' and he came in 1st. after the movie.. we rode together for the last time.. we went to barry's.. cuz i wan him to change my bulb for me.. we waited there for sometime.. den ram called me to chat.. so when marsh left.. his last words to me was.. 'ronz.. zou le' den he waved. 4hrs ltr.. i received a call.. my world stopped spinning infront of me. i dint know wad to react....... didnt know wad to say.. n i was in office to meet my colleagues for dinner.


fate.. sumthing so unpredictable.. i didnt feel it coming. but rem me saying when i see sumthing.. den something will happen to it.. i see him walk of that day.. den i look at him agn when he crossed the rd.. n when he drove off. sigh. he was wearing so nice n smart that day.. just like any other day when he meets me.. brother.. thanks for everything.. u'll b in our hearts.. forever~ i miss u.


this is something that i've done for our team.. street impact.. my life.. will never b the same agn..

i got my new comp!!!!! yay!!!

recently ram has been rather sticky.. shd i say sticky? lol. or shud i say he's putting in more effort to make me hold on to him.. cuz i think he can feel dat im quite heck care abt him le.. aye.. i seriously dunno wad im doing.. i think slowly i will like shar more. he's realli v gd to me.. n he's very nice to hug. lol. esp when he hug me frm behind.. feels so safe. haha. he super big size now. juz imagine sheik n annabelle. wahhahahaha. sheik ah.. not shrek. lol. dunno if i got his name correctly. haha. i still prefer shar's style.. if onli can haf ram's looks. hahhaha. nvm.. i close eyes. wahahhaa. thinking of shar's gentleness................. gives me the bumps! lol. n his respect for gals.. or rather for me.. *kudos*

haiz.. hui ah.. its time for us to study liao. when n where.................. i juz started flipping thru my notes.. haha.

ytd shar came to pick me up frm work agn.. n he was wearing formal! wth!! i ask him to stand further frm me. hhahaa. we took sometime to decide where to go.. n he is realli much better.. cuz he understands y i dun wanna go some places.. etc. n he is patient n wont show black face kind. den we went clark quay.. walk walk.. den went coffee club to sit sit.. we had hot choco.. his treat. talked for awhile.. his frens enjoy my company. lol. i also njoy hanging out wif them.. cuz they r realli super funny. lol. after we finish.. took bus send me hm. he still will walk me to my hse even tho its juz across the rd.. lol.

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Sunday Mar 9, 2008

Money is heading your way as well as contracts and commitments. The more effort you put into what you do, the more recognition you will receive. You can capture the attention of someone who has ignored you in the past.


its so zhun!! today i nv contact him much.. instead.. he keep msging me.. call me.. ask y i nv reply his sms.. etc. lol.


today is a day out wif hui! lol. she sms me in the morn if im free.. den thot ask her come my hse lo.. den ah.. my dad say wanna go out n eat.. so ask her join us lo.. we went to eat dim sum together. hehe. after dat came bk hm.. play wif genki.. den i see her albums.. n we headed out! traffic jam everywhere! after rounding to suntec.. esplanade.. we end up in ps. lol. had gelare.. yummy! den cuz we wanna go esplanade one.. to get cookie.. den we took train there. lol. funny rite. den aft that went bk to ps to get my car. haha.


last nite was super fun! i think its been such a long time since i had much fun. went to meet shar to get the ms office cd.. den he intro me to his frens.. they got car one.. hung out wif them.. tok cock.. joke.. n laugh alot. haha. his frens super funny! i'll surely wanna meet them up agn! hehe.

5 yrs ago.. the shoulder that i leaned on.. the hand that held me.. the kisses on my forehead.. it all happened again.. on 28feb08.. not sure wad i was doing.. or wad i was trying to do.. but i felt protected.. not sure if its by the things he say.. or the way he behaves.. its something that ive been searching for.. but.. i dont love him..


shar came to pick me up frm work ytd.. accom me back hm.. i stayed wif him awhile to chat.. he's still wearing our ring.. weird tho. i dun rem seeing it the previous times when i met him up. n he's also still wearing his engagement ring.. it kinda feels like deja vu. the only diff is that my heart has someone else.