Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Friday Mar 21, 2008

Don't fantasize about the past. If you really thought about it, you'd realize you don't want to go back in time. You have lots to look forward to if you give the people who love you a chance to show you how much.


Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Saturday Mar 22, 2008

Plan your next vacation or take a day trip. You are overdue for a short jaunt that will take your mind off your worries. Whatever you decide, make plans to do something special with someone who means a lot to you.


Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Tuesday Mar 25, 2008

It's time to remember the past in order to move forward with confidence. The experience you have will be worth far more than you realize. You have everything to gain and nothing to lose by securing your position. Take action.



its been 6 days.. facing death is so difficult.. i miss him.. and i know i'll miss him forever. marshall.. my dearest bro. still rem how he calls me darling when i call him my bf.. i'll nv forget how much he's cared for me.. and he has always been there for me.


meeting him n spending time with him on his last day made me feel more depressed. it was thurs.. 20mar08.. the day my family r gg to macau.. i had to clear leave.. so i took leave to send them off.. n also to spend time wif my bros.. cuz i know they're off on thur. i was suppose to go to barry's garage to change my bulbs.. by the time i came hm frm airport to change car.. it was abt 1+ already. i called marshall.. he went to barry's 1st.. to realise he's not there.. so we met str8 at cine for lunch. he said he's sick of eating chinese food everyday.. so we had long john.. we were queuing.. den he ask me go take the sofa seat first.. den he ordered for me.. when he came bk.. all chilli sauce.. den i say 'wah.. how come all chilli.. i go take ketchup' den he str8 away say 'oh u dun take chilli ah..' den he went to take for me str8 away. ^_^ we chatted alot.. enjoyed the food.. den he ask if wanna catch movie. so yea.. i watched his last movie wif him. vantage point. did he haf a vantage point? not sure.. sigh. i can still rem his warmth when our shoulders met in the cinema. we kept looking at each other.. cuz the show was rather boring. like u will -_-". b4 the movie i still accom him play initial D at the arcade.. he said.. 'cant play real one.. so play this lo..' and he came in 1st. after the movie.. we rode together for the last time.. we went to barry's.. cuz i wan him to change my bulb for me.. we waited there for sometime.. den ram called me to chat.. so when marsh left.. his last words to me was.. 'ronz.. zou le' den he waved. 4hrs ltr.. i received a call.. my world stopped spinning infront of me. i dint know wad to react....... didnt know wad to say.. n i was in office to meet my colleagues for dinner.


fate.. sumthing so unpredictable.. i didnt feel it coming. but rem me saying when i see sumthing.. den something will happen to it.. i see him walk of that day.. den i look at him agn when he crossed the rd.. n when he drove off. sigh. he was wearing so nice n smart that day.. just like any other day when he meets me.. brother.. thanks for everything.. u'll b in our hearts.. forever~ i miss u.


this is something that i've done for our team.. street impact.. my life.. will never b the same agn..


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i got my new comp!!!!! yay!!!





Thursday, March 13, 2008

recently ram has been rather sticky.. shd i say sticky? lol. or shud i say he's putting in more effort to make me hold on to him.. cuz i think he can feel dat im quite heck care abt him le.. aye.. i seriously dunno wad im doing.. i think slowly i will like shar more. he's realli v gd to me.. n he's very nice to hug. lol. esp when he hug me frm behind.. feels so safe. haha. he super big size now. juz imagine sheik n annabelle. wahhahahaha. sheik ah.. not shrek. lol. dunno if i got his name correctly. haha. i still prefer shar's style.. if onli can haf ram's looks. hahhaha. nvm.. i close eyes. wahahhaa. thinking of shar's gentleness................. gives me the bumps! lol. n his respect for gals.. or rather for me.. *kudos*

haiz.. hui ah.. its time for us to study liao. when n where.................. i juz started flipping thru my notes.. haha.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

ytd shar came to pick me up frm work agn.. n he was wearing formal! wth!! i ask him to stand further frm me. hhahaa. we took sometime to decide where to go.. n he is realli much better.. cuz he understands y i dun wanna go some places.. etc. n he is patient n wont show black face kind. den we went clark quay.. walk walk.. den went coffee club to sit sit.. we had hot choco.. his treat. talked for awhile.. his frens enjoy my company. lol. i also njoy hanging out wif them.. cuz they r realli super funny. lol. after we finish.. took bus send me hm. he still will walk me to my hse even tho its juz across the rd.. lol.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Daily Horoscope for Sharon Zhang
Sunday Mar 9, 2008

Money is heading your way as well as contracts and commitments. The more effort you put into what you do, the more recognition you will receive. You can capture the attention of someone who has ignored you in the past.


its so zhun!! today i nv contact him much.. instead.. he keep msging me.. call me.. ask y i nv reply his sms.. etc. lol.


today is a day out wif hui! lol. she sms me in the morn if im free.. den thot ask her come my hse lo.. den ah.. my dad say wanna go out n eat.. so ask her join us lo.. we went to eat dim sum together. hehe. after dat came bk hm.. play wif genki.. den i see her albums.. n we headed out! traffic jam everywhere! after rounding to suntec.. esplanade.. we end up in ps. lol. had gelare.. yummy! den cuz we wanna go esplanade one.. to get cookie.. den we took train there. lol. funny rite. den aft that went bk to ps to get my car. haha.


last nite was super fun! i think its been such a long time since i had much fun. went to meet shar to get the ms office cd.. den he intro me to his frens.. they got car one.. hung out wif them.. tok cock.. joke.. n laugh alot. haha. his frens super funny! i'll surely wanna meet them up agn! hehe.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

5 yrs ago.. the shoulder that i leaned on.. the hand that held me.. the kisses on my forehead.. it all happened again.. on 28feb08.. not sure wad i was doing.. or wad i was trying to do.. but i felt protected.. not sure if its by the things he say.. or the way he behaves.. its something that ive been searching for.. but.. i dont love him..


shar came to pick me up frm work ytd.. accom me back hm.. i stayed wif him awhile to chat.. he's still wearing our ring.. weird tho. i dun rem seeing it the previous times when i met him up. n he's also still wearing his engagement ring.. it kinda feels like deja vu. the only diff is that my heart has someone else.